I finished reading Handle with Care by Jodi Picoult and it was so sad T_T". Her books always makes people really think...and I love the fact that you get to see all sides to the story not just from one point of view, but still, I liked Sister's Keeper better.

Today I didn't do anything besides changing my lj layout (which was a pain, mind you)...some kind of holiday I'm having man...all I do is sleep, eat, tv, computer, and then sleep again....not that I'm complaining...but time's moving so fast! Soon I'm gonna be back in uni..failing my ass off <.< My mum went to see some concert and I had to help her get ready...she kept complaining about her hair like omg...what can I do..like her hair is short as...not my fault she cut it so short <.<

So this blog is pretty pointless hahaha......just trying to blog a little more often then usual...but most of my blogs are just rants...being a bitch is just so much easier T_T; Well one good thing has come out of this holiday so far...I've picked up my fanfics again LOL...gosh my characters are so lame T_T; but oh well....not like I have anything better to do (ahemcleanmyroomandfoldmyclothes....). Fanfics these days are lame anyways...what happened to the good old days of gangster romances huh....missed all those nights I used to stay up til sunrise just reading...those were the days mang!

Well...I've decided....that since my lj is so plain and simple...I shall spice it up with a pic per blog....could be a pic of me *completely innocent* or yeh.....whatever I feel like haha XP.

A timeline of my life basically that I made for Illustrious...I think the years are pretty accurate....except, I think I look EXTREMELY young for 2001...isn't that like year5? But I was carrying Linda in that photo and she was still a blob so don't think it could've been any earlier...it's like I aged so quickly T_T;
Whatever, enjoy staring at the various stages in my life....I think I looked best after the hsc LOL.

Wow...I haven't blogged in ages. Like I've totally deserted it which I am sorry for but some things just can't be said on this...so I've had to use my sister as my ranting bag...and she never understands a thing I say.....

So much to blog about....gonna bore whoever's going to read this to death...whatever, not my problem.
Anyways, my brother is so pissed off at me like seriously....he's blaming the fact that my mum took his $50 on me and making ME pay him back like wtf? Like I have that kind of money lying around <.< Here's what happened....my mum asked me if my dad gave us lunch money and he did so naturally, I said yes....and she asked when and I said sunday...and she's all "your brother said he hasnt blah blah blah" and mind you it was only 8AM in the frkn morning and I was half dead so I could care less....just giving her the answers asap so she could let me go back to sleep...and then 10mins later I hear her screaming at my brother and my brother screaming back all these pathetic little lies like dude...if you wanna lie...at least get it right. Just pathetic. So now his all "it's your fault mum took my money...I told you to tell her dad didn't give me money yadda yadda yadda...I'm not going to talk to you until you give me $50" ptsh.....as if I'ld lie for him on something like this....I said I wouldn't tell mum but if she asked, I'ld answer...I don't want to know what it feels like to be grounded for the first time in my life...I like my freedom <.< so yeh..now his super pissed and I don't give a damn....he can pms all he wants...he aint getting that 50...I don't even have 50 TO give =X

Moving along....finally on uni break (been on it for like 2 weeks now but have been doing some major hybernating)....and currently jobless and poor. Been house hunting...saw this amazing apartment but think we lost it to this couple who looked: 1. stable, 2. had income, and 3. just looked more reliable LOL. So yeh....trying to find a decent place and jobs....gosh...it's so hard to find a job...getting rejected left, right and center T_T; my life sucks.

Today, me and some friends went to parra for Max Brenner.......its overrated..like seriously..chocolate isn't THAT great *gets attacked by all them chocoholics* dunno why people would want to spend so much money on it but um yeh it was good..the waffle and vanilla ice-cream was the best part ..... yeh. Then decided we wanted to watch a movie....and ended up seeing "The Hangover". It was ok.....had some funny scenes and alot of crude comments...like one of them dumb comedies. Anyways, before that, we were in borders and me and JenP were in the "paranormal & zodiac" section reading up on our zodiacs and like.....everythings generalised but whilst going through the saggitarius pages.....me and jen realised that everything they say abt that saggi that is true for me is false for fran and vice-versa although there are some similarities but where mine is on a normal scale..her's are extreme.........yeh lets just end it there.

These days...I feel so...I don't know NICE. Like coz I don't have ha nhi to constantly rant/bitch to so I keep everything inside and kinda let it goo coz all that pent up bitchyness just isn't good.....and no one listens to my ranting....I mean at uni...all the girls are so nice like omgsh sometimes I feel so mean when I say something mean to fran like seriously T_T;...and the guys just don't care. They just don't get how we can have so much drama and shit. I've become more tolerant I guess....not at ________ but with everything else yeh.

Now..let's move on to my fangirling shall we? LOL.....I have no one to fangirl to T_T; everyone's doing exams or just not interested *cries*
Since it's holidays...I've been catching up on alot of stuff...dramas/shows etc...especially with FT Island coz they came back during such a busy period in my life I just had no time so now....it's like FT overload...and not that many people I know are into FT...so I've gotten my sister hooked LOL she's totally smitten with Minhwan and Hongki haha XD. Oh and I've taught her the "Nobody" dance...hilarious...when WonderGirls actually debut in the US and release that song....she'ld be able to dance to it LOL.

Ok..now I'm hungry so going to go out and find something to eat.....I'll "try" to blog a bit more but my blogs are always so boring like gosh my life has been so dead these days....have to make some icons and update YS or else angie is going to kill me *sigh* and dee has disappeared on us again...like vanished T_T;

well...toodles~

Oh and I saw so many people I knew there...it was like they all decided to party since its break LOL....Saw raymond outside the club (loser gets 2 week break <_<) ..didn't expect to see him there and ha nhi was like "his so short!" rofl. Saw linh and maria aswell while we were dancing our way to the toilet...and omg they were screeching SO loudly like especially linh "OMG HA NHI, OMG JANET....AHHHH FRAN!!!" and after linh hugged me, she went to hug fran..but she never let go of me so i was like sandwiched between the two and choking <_<. At least maria had the decency to let go first T_T; Yeh and jennifer nguyen was there too.....god she hasn't changed at all...still as scary and ugly and short as ever...and when we asked if she was leaving she was all "oh yeh i am coz i'm going again tomorrow" like who cares man.....no wonder she failed the hsc...*whistles*
oooh yeh I saw bonnie too..I think I scared her coz she was walking past and i was like *JAB* into her shoulder LOL.... it was a good night...even better coz we didn't have to catch a taxi home hehehe XD

And so that was my clubbing experience....must take the little ones when they turn 18 haha (ahem jenP..turn 18 soon!!).

I have my whole next week planned out too man..
Monday: Go uni to do photoshoot with my group and then stay behind and develop photos
Tuesday: Take sisters to watch 17 Again and then to the chinese gardens LOL
Wednesday: Go out with Cammy and Yunah
Thursday: Do australian design oral+report and study for typography quiz
Friday: Go state and do 2000word essay for AtC and then maybe meet up with tayla
Saturday: house hunting in kingswood !~
Sunday: SLEEP!!!

hectic break T_T;...and did i mention i have NO money? my dad's not picking up my calls T_T: so dunno where all the money is gonna come from *cries*

well must get back to room cleaning...so toodles~